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When i have to look above.
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"Can you still offer me incense when i die?"
"Can you still date people outside of your religion?"
"What if the guy's really nice, but he's just not christian?"
"See, you're getting further and further away from the family, always different because you're christian."
"The way you speak, it's different, you've been brainwashed."
After being a christian for 3.5 years, this is what i end up getting from my dad. I thought me trying to be a good daughter and prove myself was enough. Maybe i ain't good enough. It seems like i can never be enough.
One fine night, out of the blue. And i got hit by this kinda crap. Not exactly in the best of moods now. I don't like to be judged and i hate it most when my parents do it, to my friends and to me. Sorry, i guess i can never be perfect.
When push comes to shove,
To gotta hold on, You gotta be strong,
And look at the light from above,
Cause everyone's out to bring you down,
And if you can't keep your head up,
Then you've lost..
All i can do is get down on my knees and pray, let me know what's the right thing to do. Let me know what's wrong. Am i even doing anything right? Talk to me God..talk to me. You hear me??
posted by alienresident at
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Travis - Flowers in the Window
There's no reason to feel bad
But there are many reasons to feel glad, sad, mad
Its just a bunch of feelings that we have to hold
But i am here to help you with the load.
Wow look at you now
Flowers in the window
It's such a lovely day
And i am glad that you feel the same
Cause to stand up i'm in the crowd
You're one in a million
And i love you so, so lets watch the flowers grow.
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