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Ah DUi! I overslept today, woke up at like 910, decided it was too late for my 930 class, and so i went back to sleep. Set my alarm for 11.50, and ended up waking up at 1230pm. Damn gross lar, i think this is one of the very very rare times which i actually got to sleep till this late eversince i got here.
XY just told me that she got an internship over at one of the school papers here yesterday, and i heard from ame that many others from my school back home got internships with ST and such. And that really freaked me out. I have nothing to show for on my resume! I haven even applied for anything...i am so freaking lazy. Am even too lazy to write for chron. So i promised myself that next sem will be different. I will work my damn hardest and write for everything possible. But now, lets just pray that i will be able to get journ as my major. Pray for me please..if i dont, thats it man, i dont bloody know what i'm gonna do in life.
I have this friend over here in USC, we spent one hour on the paddle boat the other day when we went to the beach. And she told me that i made her feel really bad during the one hour. Her exact words were, " You made me feel like shit." Why? Cause i told her she has no direction in life. Perhaps i am on the same boat with her now eh? She's been here for 1.5 yrs, spent tens of thousands of her parents hard earned money, and she doesnt even know if she wants to study what she is studying. So it seems, she's gonna change from her chem major to a business major. Meaning this 1.5 yrs were spent doing nothing, and the money simply went down the drain. The worst thing is, she doesnt even know whether she really wants to do business. If her parents arent well off, i am so damn sure she wouldnt have a choice to float around for two years not knowing what to do, but wasting shit money at the same time. You are damn lucky man.
Yes, and so i must have my direction in life. I am gonna write, write, write. Someone please gimme a chance and hire me somewhere. God please gimme the strength to stop being lazy.See how crazy this world is? You have to worry about getting a job even before you graduate.
I think i am gonna ink myself soon, but he keeps making me think about it again and again. Should i? Should i? It's something i've been thinking of for a long time, and i think doing it here will be much better. At least my parents cant say much. Hoho.
Alrighty, time for breakfast then class, then gym. Have a good weekend people!
posted by alienresident at
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Travis - Flowers in the Window
There's no reason to feel bad
But there are many reasons to feel glad, sad, mad
Its just a bunch of feelings that we have to hold
But i am here to help you with the load.
Wow look at you now
Flowers in the window
It's such a lovely day
And i am glad that you feel the same
Cause to stand up i'm in the crowd
You're one in a million
And i love you so, so lets watch the flowers grow.
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